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23 September 2009 @ 12:21 am
Title: The Contradiction of "Sorry, I Love You" [Chapter 6/?]  

Title: The Contradiction of "Sorry, I Love You"

Pairings: Eventual pairings. I won't say. :)) *it's quite obvious*

Rating: R

Warning: English is not my first language. Un-BETAed

Summary: Kyuhyun goes to a boy’s school and he doesn't like everyone. He knows his good in whatever he does and thinks life is boring. But when his life starts to change in ways he couldn't imagine, he finally realizes that he has much more things to learn.

A/N: I know someone kill me it's been almost a month. It's just that I kept moving and couldn't write! I typed using my phone towards the end, so pardon the errors. I already got the next chapter done but I'll wait for tomorrow. *just kill me*


Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5 Part a
Chapter 5 Part b

Chapter 6

So, Kyuhyun and Sungmin took their own paths to their rooms. There was a peaceful atmosphere as they silently whispered their goodbyes to each other. Kyuhyun had avoided from looking straight into Sungmin’s eyes as they left. The lullaby was still playing in his head; it made him feel disturbed.

He hasn’t heard that song in years. He hasn’t heard anything from his parents really. They were always too busy. And the time difference was crazy. He had given up long calls, instead emails had to suffice. No, his parents didn’t have time to visit him and he hasn’t seen them in almost three years. He had the money to come and visit them at Canada but he gave up on that in his first year when he would end up at home alone, wondering what he was doing there.

So, during the holidays, he stays at the apartment his parents had left him along with the bunch of maids and his trusty butler.

He opened the door to his dorm revealing a sleeping Kibum. He was about to close the door when he heard running footsteps behind him. His heart dropped. Could it be…?

“Kyuhyun-ah!” Kyuhyun turns to his name. Siwon?

“Where did you go? You weren’t in class.” Kyuhyun just stares at Siwon almost trying to make an innocent face so that Siwon wouldn’t figure out where he had been.

“I saw Sungmin pulling him.” Kibum’s muffled voice suddenly breaking in making the two look at him sprawled all over his bed. “Where did he bring you?”

Kyuhyun frowns. Dammit, cover blown.

“No where in particular,” Kyuhyun says it as casually as he can. But these guys just couldn’t let him go that easy. Hey, they knew him for the past years he’s been living here. What do you expect?

“You really like Sungmin-sunbae right?” Kibum says; he had a smug expression that made Kyuhyun want to punch him. Somehow, lately it becomes more frequent.

Kyuhyun stares at Kibum, who has taken the liberty of sitting up properly so that they could see him – all the more to Kyuhyun’s desire to punch his smug expression - unsure of the right answer. “Well, he’s my sunbae. Why wouldn’t I like him?”

Somehow, Kyuhyun had victoriously made them erupt in laughter. “I’m serious! Why are you guys laughing,” Kyuhyun was almost frantic but he slumped on his bed; giving up. Their laughter would just never stop.

Kibum then started to talk about the exchange student and Kyuhyun just couldn’t care less. Kyuhyun was sprawled on his bed with his hands supporting his head. Is it so wrong to like Sungmin-hyung?


Kyuhyun then finds himself up early in the morning again. He still goes around the same track and he still see the same figure at the same spot. Kyuhyun just couldn’t figure out what e felt when he saw that figure still there. Relieved? Happy?

Lately Kyuhyun just didn’t really understand what he was thinking and it was getting on his nerves. But Kyuhyun still shot up to the familiar figure greeting his sunbae in a rather formal manner making the other laugh at the formality.

But still the sun came up and Kyuhyun had to get ready for school. So they smiled to each other somehow goodbyes just didn’t come out.

The others had asked Kyuhyun why he was smiling like a geek when he joined them before school started. Kyuhyun just laughed at them like they were the smiling idiot. I knew something was wrong with me.

Suddenly Kyuhyun’s eyes caught sight of a new announcement attached on the board. Kyuhyun scanned the announcement. And like he always does he ignores it.


"Hyung, what are you doing here?" Kyuhyun was sure he was dreaming when he woke up with Sungmin next to him silently reading what looked like one of Kyuhyun's comics. "I was sitting at my usual spot and it made me wonder why you didn't appear. So, I decided to pay you a visit." Kyuhyun almost jumped in joy but he refrained himself from doing so when he realized that this guy had made no effort to wake him up. "Then why didn't you wake me?" Kyuhyun sat up, pushing the blanket away.

"You were sleeping so peacefully, I didn't have the heart to wake you," Kyuhyun frown slightly when Sungmin was still engrossed in the comic he was reading. He didn't even look at him while he was talking. Suddenly, he had a brilliant idea.

He silently pulled his blanket and climbed back in bed. "What are you doing?" Sungmin says with an alarmed tone. "It's a Saturday and I'm getting some sleep." Kyuhyun covers his face so he could smirk freely. Sungmin had dropped the comic; Kyuhyun's plan had worked well. Kyuhyun had the elder's full attention.

"That's unfair!" Sungmin shrieks pulling on Kyuhyun's blanket. Kyuhyun chuckles and before he knew it Sungmin had him out the door within minutes, holding Kyuhyun's hand firmly in his own. "Let go, hyung! Where are you taking me?" Kyuhyun calls out to the other. "You'll get away." Sungmin chimes innocently.

"I won't!" It wasn't that Kyuhyun didn't want Sungmin to hold his hand it was just that his heart was about to explode from beating to fast. Suddenly, Kyuhyun crashed into Sungmin. They were already standing in front of the music room.

"Hyung, it's a Saturday. What are we doing here?'' But Sungmin just turns and smiles sweetly at Kyuhyun. He pulls Kyuhyun inside. "Let's play, Kyu. Spend some time with me." Sungmin smirks at the end of his sentence.

Before Kyuhyun could protest, Sungmin had pulled Kyuhyun behind the door and pushed him up against the wall. Their bodies closely pressed against each other as Sungmin invaded Kyuhyun's personal space.

"Hyung..." Kyuhyun had attempted but it had come out rather hoarse; Sungmin's leg was pushed up against a very sensitive area. Kyuhyun had to bite his lip just to make sure no weird sounds would escape his mouth. "Someone is coming." Sungmin whispers, his eyes watching the two people passing by the room, apparently unaware of Kyuhyun's state.

''Hyung..." It was still hoarse as he said it but if Sungmin didn't move in a minute, Kyuhyun would lose all self-control and kiss Sungmin senseless. Somehow, right now, it made perfect sense.

Kyuhyun couldn't figure out if it was a good or bad thing that Sungmin moved away just as he was leaning in. Sungmin skips to the piano giving Kyuhyun the time to think straight again.

Yes, Kyuhyun had realized that there was no way he could turn back now. He has fallen in deep. Very deep.

Current Location: ocean of technology
I'm feeling: accomplishedaccomplished
Listening to: Super Junior M - Super Girl
bukitkepopbukitkepop on September 22nd, 2009 05:07 pm (UTC)
I'm gonna kill you!!!!!! I waited weeks for this update . nah just kidding . the killing part , not the waiting .

jinjja ? you wrote it in ur phone ? well , that's tiring .

I'll post again after I read this . (I tend to give you death threats once I saw ur update XD mianhae)
missywkc: heechulmissywkc on September 22nd, 2009 05:27 pm (UTC)
LOL! that was fast~

yup2... my phone. (i kept thinking of the death threats i'll get for not updating)
the other yurisallysync on September 22nd, 2009 05:10 pm (UTC)
I'm sure Sungmin fell too!
missywkc: KeYmissywkc on September 22nd, 2009 05:30 pm (UTC)
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missywkc: NEWSmissywkc on September 22nd, 2009 08:01 pm (UTC)
YES at long last, i updated~


glad u like it.
mister fish, did you die?tees2mai on September 22nd, 2009 08:37 pm (UTC)
thnk u for comin back after sooo long then leavin us here :P
missywkc: ryo.shh!missywkc on September 23rd, 2009 12:02 pm (UTC)
just kill me already... LOL
Funsucker-Yimsungminnie012 on September 22nd, 2009 09:53 pm (UTC)
sibum interrogating kyu~ kekeke
OH HOW I LOVE THEM~~~~~~~~~~~~~
especially the end, keke. GO KYU GO!~
sungmin just had to choose that spot to place his smexy ass knee/leg~
missywkc: minnie stole my heartmissywkc on September 23rd, 2009 12:04 pm (UTC)

quite a naughty hyung...
thanks glad you like :)
xsuju_luvpuppyxxsuju_luvpuppyx on September 23rd, 2009 12:42 am (UTC)
i just started reading this but i clicked the latest chapters, I'm gonna go bak so things make sense ^^"" though this awsome on a five thumb level...er star.
missywkcmissywkc on September 23rd, 2009 12:08 pm (UTC)
Re: ooohhh
enjoy your read! ^^

thanks for the ups on the phone typed thing. (you have no idea how hard it was)

but all for the sake of KYUMIN. LOL
Song Hee Raonetruemei on September 24th, 2009 03:56 am (UTC)
i have been reading every chapter of it and i must say that I am hooked!! XDDDD

i hope to see the other chapter~~ since you said you'll be posting it today~ XDDDD

Great read!! ^^
ryeowook01 on September 26th, 2009 05:05 pm (UTC)
yaaaaaay, Kyu fell for Min,^^
finally xp
took you long enough to update >.>
it's all right though; (:
KaNGaRooBBkangaroobb on December 19th, 2009 05:58 pm (UTC)
the last part... XD
i thought...
i thought min...
wow...you are just so good in making me mis-picture >