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23 September 2009 @ 10:02 pm
Title: The Contradiction of "Sorry, I Love You" [Chapter 7/?]  

Title: The Contradiction of "Sorry, I Love You"

Pairings: Eventual pairings. I won't say. :)) *it's quite obvious*

Rating: R

Warning: English is not my first language. Un-BETAed

Summary: Kyuhyun goes to a boy’s school and he doesn't like everyone. He knows his good in whatever he does and thinks life is boring. But when his life starts to change in ways he couldn't imagine, he finally realizes that he has much more things to learn.

A/N: shorter than i thought it would be but i have the next chapter written out long. *trying to make-up for my sudden dissapearance* But i'm still not posting the next chapter until i get feedback on this. ^^ as usual comments are love.


Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5 Part a
Chapter 5 Part b
Chapter 6

Chapter 7

For weeks, they remain like that. Practically inseparable like glue though Kyuhyun made it a point to keep his personal space. He was just determined to keep his feelings a secret. After all, admitting your gay wasn't all that easy.

But they could easily fell into the best friend category.

There were both guys who kept a fair distance from each other. Just fighting may cause playful hitting and stubbornness causes a lot of pushing and pulling. Their squabbles always earn a little teasing from Kangin and occasionally Kibum – though Kibum makes it a point not to tease Kyuhyun in front of Sungmin.

They don't make dates to see each other; they naturally wait for each other. If Kyuhyun was late Sungmin would wait for him in the hallway, the same way Kyuhyun would wait for him. Even if they walk with only the two of them like couples; completely unaware of the outside world and practically living in their own world. So what if, Kyuhyun spent less time with his friends. And Sungmin spends more of his time with Kyuhyun instead of the others. They didn't seem to mind.

They grab each and every chance to head for the music room. Whether it was when Kyuhyun didn’t go boxing or Sungmin didn’t go for his martial arts; or when they find that little time before homeroom meetings or self study; or when they simply have something but decide for a little break to their sanctuary.

Sungmin would teach Kyuhyun random songs on the piano or they talk about the small things that happen in life. Kyuhyun even shares a lot of the things his never told anyone before – to be fair, there’s a lot of things Kyuhyun doesn’t tell people (His a really mysterious guy). Everything just seems to fit when they were together and Kyuhyun forgot he ever needed his alone time. It’s like I’ve known you all my life.

The daily stories they shared as they slowly began understanding each other even if all the other boys keep giving them weird glances. They shared a secret passion that no body would ever understand; the old music room and just the enjoyment of being there with nobody else but them.


It was that one day; Sungmin had forced Kyuhyun to go to ahead without him that Kyuhyun thought was weird. Sungmin had no martial arts practice or extra classes that day but Sungmin had insisted that he had some unfinished business to attend to.

With a heavy heart, Kyuhyun headed for the room unquestioning Sungmin’s business; though his curiousity was biting on him. He's the hyung.

10 minutes later, while Kyuhyun was just about to give up playing the piano and decided a nap on the couch would be ok, the door slammed open. Sungmin dashed to Kyuhyun, quickly hugging the younger close to him. Kyuhyun could feel his uniform getting wet as Sungmin sobbed into it. "What happened?" Kyuhyun soothed pulling his crush closer, ignoring the familiar rush of his heartbeat. This was the first time he saw Sungmin cry. And the thought of Sungmin running to him in tears, made his heart swell with joy. Maybe, I do mean something after all.

"Your gonna think I'm weird," Sungmin mumbles against Kyuhyun's shirt. Kyuhyun let out a chuckle; he just couldn't help it. "You're weird to me even if you don't tell me what happened" Kyuhyun mused trying unsuccessfully to stop his laughter. Sungmin swats Kyuhyun’s chest playfully.

"I'm serious!" Sungmin says, finally letting Kyuhyun see his watery eyes and red nose; a pain grips at Kyuhyun's chest. But he just stares into those eyes, unwilling to give in into his beating heart and the tingle of Sungmin’s arms around him. This should be about Sungmin.

"Well, I'm serious too" Kyuhyun says trying tomake sure his voice was topping his overflowing emotions. Sungmin just stares into Kyuhyun eyes, full of despair making he younger worry.

"You are weird." It comes out like a croak but Sungmin giggles and starts swatting Kyuhyun again and again making the heavy load on Kyuhyun’s shoulder lighten.

"Stop that" Sungmin whines, then leans his forehead into Kyuhyun’s chest. Kyuhyun decides to tighten his grip around his hyung; softly running his hands in Sungmin's hair. What else could he do? But Sungmin let out a sigh which was in between of relieve and pain. His hyung was relaxing a bit.

"Someone I like just confessed to someone else." the words come out sudden and fast out of Sungmin's mouth.

"Very funny," Kyuhyun keeps chuckling and Sungmin moves an arm length away, hands still gripping the end of Kyuhyun's shirt, so that he could look directly at the younger. Sungmin's face holding a disapproving fit.

"This is an all-boy..." Kyuhyun's mouth forms an 'o' in realization. Sungmin lets go of Kyuhyun's shirt, tears streaming down his white cheeks as he turns away but Kyuhyun catches him back into his embrace.

"Where do you think your going?"

"You think I'm weird" *sob*

Kyuhyun mumbles a "Silly hyung" to nobody in particular and continues to comfort the tearing guy, rubbing Sungmin's back so sobbing won't hurt so much and literally, trying his best to focus on Sungmin instead of himself. But it was hard because not only did he find out that he has a chance with Sungmin, he also has a rival. Yes, no matter how Kyuhyun’s tried to twist it so it would mean something else, he couldn’t. Sungmin's heart was positively taken.

Current Location: in myKyu's arms
I'm feeling: chipperchipper
Listening to: Super Junior M - Super Girl
hachi08hachi08 on September 23rd, 2009 02:46 pm (UTC)
Nooooo!!!! How will Kyu win Minnie's heart?
Update please?
I really like this story (has been a random silent reader for too long, sorry!)
Fave part: Their squabbles always earn a little teasing from Kangin and occasionally Kibum – though Kibum makes it a point not to tease Kyuhyun in front of Sungmin. <3 Kibum is such a smartie!
<3's from Hachi!
missywkc: lovekyumissywkc on September 23rd, 2009 06:22 pm (UTC)
glad you like it.

updating soon ^^
mister fish, did you die?tees2mai on September 23rd, 2009 02:47 pm (UTC)

Meiraxkeirafanx on September 23rd, 2009 04:19 pm (UTC)
I'll just believe that Kyu gets Minnies heart...and I mentally thank that guy not wanting Minnie so he can start to have feelings for Kyu....
mochix501xsjsungminxily on September 23rd, 2009 05:13 pm (UTC)
AWWWWE ! sungmin's heart is taken ?!
i need to know whats going to happen ! >3
missywkcmissywkc on September 23rd, 2009 06:37 pm (UTC)
updating soon ^^

i already got it written out anyway~
sjlove09 on September 23rd, 2009 08:01 pm (UTC)
AIII <3 I love this story
please update soon :)
Funsucker-Yimsungminnie012 on September 23rd, 2009 10:34 pm (UTC)
kyu~ D:
win back minnie's heart!!!!
Song Hee Raonetruemei on September 24th, 2009 07:04 am (UTC)
here i am again breaking my silence and commenting~~~

Sungmin has another person in his heart?!

HOW could that be?!

Am crazily waiting for the next update!!

but for now I'll sob~~ X_______X
missywkc: kyuhyunmissywkc on September 24th, 2009 08:25 pm (UTC)
i will always love you for breaking your silence!! LOL
Song Hee Raonetruemei on September 25th, 2009 12:01 pm (UTC)
kekekeke~~ and now I am really WAITING for the update~~
I just can't get enough KyuMin loveeeeee!!!
ryeowook01 on September 26th, 2009 05:11 pm (UTC)
waaah! Min's heart was already taken! but he seemed so much 'in love' with Kyu ;_; but now that the other dude's confessed to his love, maybe Kyu can get his chance to take Min<3 fighting! :D
AnettMinanettkage on October 14th, 2010 10:06 pm (UTC)
oh! i need a next part!